I'm tired of only seeing these things about myself, so I thought I'd write them out. All the pieces of my worst traits or my best traits turned destructive. My hope in writing this is not to bash myself over the head, but to make room for me to write When I'm My Best Self.
When I'm My Worst Self
My worst self is petty
Nit-picking, anal retentive, obsessed with detail
She is harsh
Judging , comparing, evaluating, cold and distant
She lacks empathy
Without mercy, perfectionist, grace-less
She holds herself as separate
Different, other-than, sometimes superior, usually inferior, less-than
She sees herself as childish
Needy, desperate, whiny, weak, lacking
She feels desperate
Grasping, impatient, merciless, insane
She is selfish
Seeing only her pain, her past, her dysfunction, her problems
She is undisciplined
Lazy, scattered, disorganized, lacking in her follow through
She lives in terror
Scared, worried, nervously waiting for the other shoe to drop
She lives in terror
Scared, worried, nervously waiting for the other shoe to drop
She is humanity at it's worst
Vindictive, small-minded, bringing death to herself and others
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